Kaffir Boy Journal #8 On Violence

These few months have been hectic. Though I was part of a lot of the things that were hectic, it was worth it. To just fight for my country and for the freedom for all blacks is all I want, but the stupid whites don’t want to back down. Only they don’t know that we won’t back down either until we get our freedom. No one wanted to get violent but they want to kill us and guess what? We are going to kill back. They don’t know that a lot of us want to kill whites, and make it a massacre. We blacks will fight till the end. We might not have all that the whites and black policemen have but we already know how to make bombs to blow up at least a 3rd of the police and have machetes and things to defend and kill. If a white was right in front of me now I would kill’em. That is how much they frustrate and anger me. One of my neighborhood friends was killed by the police. I thought to myself why they would kill such a person. This same person was the one I used to call “my wifey” when me, her, and other people played house or something. It was so painful that I lost her. I was so pissed off at those bastards who killed her and who killed other people. In general I was pissed at all who were against the blacks, including the blacks who were part of the outburst because they turned against their own people. Violence is the only thing that will knock sense into this people. A peaceful demonstration won’t help anybody, and the whites would just sit and watch or stand and be ready to fire. And so they would be ready to fire, we will have to fire back. We can’t just stand there and protest while they are shooting because really, that won’t do anything because they will shoot every single one of us and nothing to free the blacks that survived the brutal killings will be done. I really don’t mind killing these bloody bastards for killing innocent people. Anything that goes against the government I am so down for. I am pretty much down for anything. I’ve killed people before in these protests and I’m not afraid to kill another one or two hundred more policeman. Ok, ok I’m exaggerating that I’ve killed those many people but I have killed the opposition and like I said, I’m not afraid to do it again.