I was cursed by people who were envious of me. My on race had cursed me, the people I helped willingly. How could these people do this to me? Jealousy! Jealousy is what triggered these people. At least that is what the witch doctor told me after my mother took me to go see because my eyes all of a sudden swelled up to a point where I could barely see anymore. Before I went, I thought right then and there where I was becoming blind and that I wouldn’t be able to see or read and do most of my favorite things ever again. I was scared. The thought of not doing tennis anymore really was painful. I loved tennis and every time I got a chance to play it, I took that opportunity as quick as possible. Now I was going blind? Just because I have knowledge, my own people went against me. This is not even the first time.
The first time was when I started getting threats from my own people for hanging with white people. They said I was a traitor. They didn’t like the fact that I played tennis with whites, communicated with whites, or laughed with whites. It’s like I triggered something in them to make them say they will kill me. Oh was I scared or what. It is not like I went against my people. I just like communicating with people, no matter what color they are. I know who I still am, where I grew up and who my people are, and I will never forget that. But anger is not really going to help anyone either. It really just shows that they are winning and will always win because they always get inside our skin. But what these people need to realize is that instead of becoming anger at every single thing whites do and blaming all the whites the same, they need to stand up say something to those they feel are really the ones who are angering them. We can’t blame everyone for our problems even if they are the cause of them. It’s up to us to forgive and move on with our lives. Blacks sometimes disappoint me; they try and blame anyone they can even if the people haven’t done anything. I think it’s because they have no actual person or thing to blame and so they just look for anyone. Maybe there isn’t really a problem; maybe they just want to blame every one for every little thing. Sigh, if only things would just get better. If only everyone was equal to do anything. Race laws are just making us go crazy, making us do insane things.
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